Saturday, February 19, 2011

It's Official! I'm a Missionary Mom

The Call in September....Exciting and Frightening and Unimaginable
The Temple Experience  January 26th...Amazing and Spiritual and oh so Rewarding
Patriarchal Blessing on Our Wedding  Anniversary....Heart Felt and Amazed at whats in store for him.  He is because We are...One of the 4 reasons of what has became of our love
The Farewell Feb 13th....Emotional and definitely a proud moment as I witnessed the support and friendships of the present and the past
The Special FHE Ken gave with the family and the Grandparents...Highly emotional.  Reminding us that we are all fishers of Men.  The swivel snap bracelets we wear are in support of His Disciple.  And reminders that we too can be His mouthpiece.
The Setting Apart Feb 15th... The Reality of the moment and its nearness.  The Spirit so strong bearing witness of the confirmation that this is  Dakotahs journey in life for this season.
The Priesthood Blessings given to each of us by a worthy Son and a Wonderful Husband.. (words would not do justice)
The Last Dinner for 2 years as a Family....Spaghetti Factory never tasted so unsatisfying
The Drop Off Feb 16th...Hardest thing I have ever done...EVER! (along with seeing Ken off for his mission)
The First Letter....Peace, Excitement, Emotional, sensing the change that Our Heavenly Father has poured upon him  in 3 short days

What a whirlwind!  I feel like I have been taken up in a tornado.  I'm emotionally drained.  Life is still chaotic and reality still at arms length.  Feeling the reality at times and forgetting I am living it at others.   Waiting for a good night kiss and a love you Mom,  Waiting for the phone call telling me he may be late,  Extra socks on the family room floor,  Crazy ideas of what he just needs to do,  Standing inside the refrigerator door and drinking a BOWL of milk until its gone and then shutting the door,  An extra boy or two at the house, A cute girl that was becoming a fixture, A major car project or climbing wall being built, An arm wrestle with his Dad that he just can't win, and when I get the courage, a terribly messy room left for me to clean with the thought of anger helping my sadness disappear!
2 Years seems like 4-ever, the last 3 days an eternity.  How blessed I am to be surrounded by people that love him and are such wonderful friends to me.  One Mom?  Not even, He is blessed with many!  I am surrounded with support, and my biggest support ever, comes from beyond this place I call home.
Let the Journey begin, after all I CAN do hard things.  (maybe I will believe it if I say it enough!)






5 comments:

Linda said...

You made me cry! Love you guys!

Amberlee said...

So sad and so AwSoME all at the same time. K now I am a ball of tears. Can't wait to catch up when life slows down. We love your fam!

Hillary Vaughan said...

I feel for you! That just gave me the chills and sick to my stomach for you. I am sorry. I keep counting sown the days for my Ky. You are a wonderful, strong mother and I feel so blessed to know you. Call me if you need a crown burger/cry run ??
Love ya

Jeremy Saunders said...

aw, what a wonderful time for all of you! What a great example he is to his younger brothers, and what a wonderful missionary he will make! It's hard letting go, but he is on a grand adventure! Good job mom, and I love the pic of him and Ken!
mimi

The Skiing Wallaces said...

WOW- I can't believe it is already here! Tammy, I am so happy/sad for you. I'm so proud of your boys they are such a blessing to our community & we all love them. I feel like we're all getting OLD watching them grow up! I admire your family & what you have accomplished. Keep up the good work!